Resuscitation: Part I & II

Resuscitation: 

Dormant inside

Patiently waiting

Subconsciously hoping

For this far-fetched love to come sweep me off my feet

A Broken Heart and a Shattered Soul

An intruder,

An invasion of my privacy.

Tearing apart my heart,

And taking each part of me.

Forcing yourself into my mind,

As I try so hard to keep you out.

My teeth grind so I can keep myself from screaming aloud.

My eyes water and my body begins to sweat.

Why do you insist on making me remember, what I try so hard to forget?

I force myself to leave you in the past,

but you continuously appear in my present.

Occupied way too much time of mine, to simply forget it.

So I hold my breath till I feel my brain will explode, but no benefit.

My heart still goes against what my mind has been repeatedly told.

So, I continue to love you,

even if it tears apart my heart,

and shatters my soul. -Erika Fuego

Love Game

Lust, Infatuation

Passion, Obsession

Neediness, Vulnerability

You use me; I use you

Someone you forgot

Can you fill me up if I’m feeling empty?

Could you? It sure would be nice thing to do…

I fell for you

You made me fall for you with no intentions of catching me.

I fell hard, with no physical markings

but the bruising and internal bleeding don’t seem to seize.

Card Game

I was falling for you but I caught myself slipping.

Hallucinating an illusion of you being different.

The Broken Girl

The Broken Girl

She felt an emptiness. A Brokenness. A feeling of incompleteness. She always did. Ever since she was a little girl she felt trapped. She saw the world & it seemed so vast, so cold that she wanted nothing more than to not be a part of it. Even at such a young age she understood that there was so much more to life than this.