An invasion of my privacy.
Tearing apart my heart,
And taking each part of me.
Forcing yourself into my mind,
As I try so hard to keep you out.
My teeth grind so I can keep myself from screaming aloud.
My eyes water and my body begins to sweat.
Why do you insist on making me remember, what I try so hard to forget?
I force myself to leave you in the past,
but you continuously appear in my present.
Occupied way too much time of mine, to simply forget it.
So I hold my breath till I feel my brain will explode, but no benefit.
My heart still goes against what my mind has been repeatedly told.
So, I continue to love you,
even if it tears apart my heart,
and shatters my soul. -Erika Fuego